Sagot kay Tanya

Actualy hindi ko pa nahahanap. Ni hindi ko pa nga nararating ang 2046. Parati ako naliligaw.
Yung mga memories din kasi na gusto ko hanapin e hindi pa rin siguro ako ready iconfront. Yung delayed reaction ng mga androids, natuwa ako dun. nakita ko kasi yung sarili ko. Parati kasi ako delayed reaction. Kaya alam mo ginawa ko, gumawa ako ng mga pre-set reactions para sa mga bagay-bagay, kagaya ng pagtawa o pagkagulat. Pero sincere ako pagnagrereact a. mabagal lng talaga ako magproseso kaya ang ginagawa ko binibigay ko muna yung pre-set. Kaya kung mapapansin mo minsan, antagal tagal na dun lang ako magrereact ng sincere na reaction, ibig sabihin nun gets ko na. Ganun din sa emosyon. Minsan ginagago nako nd ko pa npapansin.

Kiskisan

When half the time you watched the movie
and half the time your tongue flicked the roof of his mouth
when your faces, masked with sweat from the leftover heat of the afternoon
smile in a contorted tongue kiss
when you go down on him twice as he enunciates two words-
I love you
Is that not a big deal to you?

2046

naadik nanaman ako sa 2046

mga 3 araw ko na pinapanood paulit-ulit

ilang mga linya mula sa 2046:

Chow: When you don't take "no" for an answer, there is still a chance you'll get what you want.

Chow: Everyone who goes to 2046 has the same intention, they want to recapture lost memories. Because in 2046 nothing ever changes. But, nobody knows if that is true or not because no-one has ever come back.

Chow: In love you can't bring on a substitute.

Bai Ling: Why can't it be like before? Please don't go. Stay with me tonight. Let me borrow you.

Bai Ling: And tonight? Are you borrowing me, or am I borrowing you?
Chow: No difference. Maybe I borrowed you earlier,now you're borrowing me.

Mga salita

Sinabi ni sir toti sa amin na in a way natutuwa sha na tinitira yung mga students niya.
kasi daw tumitibay kami.
aaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwww

may advice din sa akin si tita heidi.
about love.

hehehehe


sabi nila tanya nung high school daw ako may sinabi ako nung tinanong ako kung anu daw hinahanap ko sa isang lalaki at sa relationship.

sabi ko daw, simple lang... love


yaaaaaaaaak hehehehe aaaaawwwww.

napapag- usapan namin lately nila tutti at jondee na we really enjoy our 20th century analysis class. natuwa talaga ako sa blubeard's castle at Webern's 6 pieces and 5 pieces. tapos masaya rin yung mga kaklase namin (obvious ba sa pic nato masya kami!!!!!). Masaya rin ako kasi mas naging close ko pa si toni (my hollerback girl). Yung class namin is like a 20-minute high intensity cardio workout, all the rest warm-up lang. ay ay, yung CW 100 din pala masya naman, except na minsan naeexercise ang kebs powers ko(turuan moko coi) kasi kailangan ikebs nalang ang ibang mga taong ewan at mean.

Bagong Pictures!!!

may popost ako mga bagong pics!!!!!

antay lang.

On Meanness

akala ko masama na ako.

well hindi naman ako masama.

i can get emotional and violent sometimes, i can rip an empty C2 bottle in half, ganun.
pero feeling ko sa kindness meter medyo mataas pa rin naman ako, a little bit above average.
siguro evil lang ako sa mga taong evil sa akin.
para grabe na talaga ang kasamaan sa mundo, well hindi naman kasamaan.
Siguro I've just been around a lot of mean people and mga katauhang nag-eemit ng bad vibes kaya ngayon I am able to ponder on my own meanness.


at yun nga narealize ko hindi naman pala talaga ako mean.

but I can be mean, given a really nasty trigger.

kaya go lang.

I can pretend you are an empty C2 bottle.

300

men with 6-pack abs

ang saya

Tirador

Hands Clean
-alanis morissette
If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and
If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much
Ooh this could be messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime
We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this
You're essentially an employee and I like you having to depend on me
You're kind of my protégé and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me
I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and I think I like it
Ooh this could get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime
We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this
what part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
what part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
what with this distance it seems so obvious?
Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish I could tell the world cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done up properly
I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm body
Ooh this could be messy and
Ooh I don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

mag- iisang taon na si erin sa October!!!!!

Cautious

Pahingi naman ako ng onting salapi!- Salapi, Itchyworms

Pagkatapos ng Rockestra, wala pa rin akong salapi.

haaaaay. oo masaya ang rockestra fun dami tao nag-enjoy sila . tapos may nagsabi sa inquirer na we(mso) were "cautious" daw, si sir toti daw was exerting restraint like that like that. cautious na pala ang tawag kapag nd kayo gaanong marinig dahil hindi gaanong efficient ang mixing ng mga instrument at ang kalaban naming mga acouatic instruments ay mga amplified na instrumento. Restraint din pala ang tawag dun sa pawis na pawis na kami dahil 6 ung banda at 1 lang ang orchestra. Sana itong writer na ito ay nag-isip muna ng dalawang beses bago niya sinulat yun. in other words, eng-eng sha. Shet halos makalbo na ang mga bow namin pero kahit gaano kami kalakas tumugtog, hindi sa amin nakasalalay kung maririnig kami o hindi. Siguro kung naka lapel kami lahat maririnig yun. O pag closed yung venue maririnig kami. Sana isipin niya yun. pero masaya ako na maraming natuwa sa rockestra. At parang mas maganda un energy ng crowd this year. Magaling din yung mga banda. Love ko urbandub at itchyworms. Last year sa likod kami ni maricor napaupo halos mahulog na kami sa stage. Ngayon naman harap nga ako tinatakpan naman ako ng window-like apparatus nung drum set. Pero mas kita daw ako ngayon. Aba, pag pawis na pawis ka na sa pagod at masakit na braso mo dahil puro fortissimo ang tinutugtog niyo e dapat man lang makita ka sa stage noh!!!!! Pero masaya talaga ang rockestra! Medyo mabigat lang ang pakiramdam dahil sa ilang mga bagay(secret), pero masaya naman talaga. Ang mahalaga masaya ang mga tao at nakarinig sila ng magandang music.